I’ve been feeling overwhelmingly stressed for the past two months. For the first time in my life, work is causing me to not sleep properly; I get nightmares about projects going wrong. I wake up sweaty and fatigued.
I can feel myself not being mentally there, preoccupied. I don’t want to talk to anyone. I don’t want to be engaged in conversations. I have a short fuse. All I want to do is gym, watch TV, and read (things that take me out of my reality and into a different one).
No, I’m not looking to be somewhere without challenges, but challenges shouldn’t be stressful if you’re doing something you genuinely love, right? Sadly, what I love won’t help me make a living. /bye