Nothing new here, but I read something recently along the lines of, “Those who don’t care get what they want, and those who do, don’t”. There is also a saying about the happiest girls you meet are all bitches.
Well that’s shitty. It’s not a surprise to those who know me that I care a lot. I care more than I should and it probably makes me appear weak. And I’m evidently not a bitch. I bottle up a lot inside and over think a lot of situations. Sometimes I wish I had the guts to say the things I think, but it’s so hard.
When you’re raised a certain way your whole life, it’s hard to change. That’s not to say you can’t because I’ve witnessed a lot of people who broke free, but for me, it’s hard.
I already know what you guys will say.
– “Stop complaining and do something about it.”
– “That’s life.”
– “Suck it up then, Sunshine.”
– “Shit won’t fix itself.”
Believe me. I try really hard to not complain to you guys. And when I do, it’s not because I am seeking for advice, I just need to vent and get words out of my system so that I can make room for more. I’m not a bottomless pit with an endless supply of patience. This is just how I deal with things, so I apologize for all the rants.
I got a whole year to work on changing things up again because 2013 obviously went nowhere. OK no, that’s a lie. There were plenty of good that came out of 2013. But more would be nice. ok bye!