I’m so sorry but I…
STUDY BREAK.
I have rekindled my love for Young Bae (not that he was ever gone, but he was somewhat absent from my life for a while). Watching old stuff, not so old stuff, Big Bang stuff, and fairly recent stuff has got my blood rushin' and heart pumpin'. I haven't put so much energy into studying for a very long time. Went MIA for two days so it better pay off tomorrow. Can't say the same for Wednesday's midterm though. But anyways... listening to and watching YB while studying promted me to spend another 50 or so dollars on Big Bang's 2008 Global Warning 3-disc DVD set which includes YB's first solo concert "Hot" along with Big Bang's Global Warning concert. I got the best of both Korean loves in my life. Anticipating his first full album release. OK BYE!
Oh yeah. GD's Shine A Light concert is pretty awesome! LIES - BB <3
Slowly, but surely. Time has always been an enemy.
Hi, I’m Carrie.
I like my eggs over easy. My favourite type of flower is the white lily. I absolutely hate carrots. Yellow is my favourite color, but green is pretty up there. I've never been asked out by boys I like. My favourite book is "The Last Promise" by Richard Paul Evans. I have one brother named Dennis and he is five years older than me. When I was 9, I went to China and my parents bought me a really big Pooh bear; it's my most cherished stuffed animal. I have shoeboxes of stuff that I keep for memory's sake. I'm a huge fan of the Vancouver Canucks. Since I was 7, I had a hyperactive thyroid, but it's normal now. I like to eat my steaks rare. My laughs are often silent. I don't know how to swim. People always give me a weird look when I tell them I make sandwiches using peanut butter, miracle whip, and an egg. I'm not too big on fine dining. My arms have little bumps underneath the skin. I keep a personal journal that no one has ever read. My favourite number is 2.
Why are trees blossoming in March? My allergies have kicked in early and it really sucks.
Proud to be Canadian
HI CLOSING CEREMONIES! NICE THEME TO END THINGS!
My heart felt like it went from not beating to wanting to pop out of my chest. Walking through Downtown after the game makes me really proud to be a Canadian. Talking to my brother (who is pro-USA for some reason) makes me want to punch him in the face. I caught the last bit of the closing ceremonies and the performances were not very good. It felt like a gong show and Nickleback performed. Come on now. Really? The theme, however, I liked. I really hope there won't be any tension in the Canucks locker room between Kesler and Luongo now. I will be sad if there was. Time to bring home the Stanley Cup. OK BYE.
Fuck Yeah
Had the urge to write a blog before I went off to bed. Signing in [11:33pm]. Canada is fucking awesome. Did not expect to see the type of game that I saw today and I got to see it VIP, front row, LiveCity Downtown. Thanks clubZone. It was the next best thing from actually being inside GM Place (though I'm sure that I would not have been punched in the face there).
There is this one episode of One Tree Hill that I kept replaying in my head today. While the situation is not exactly the same, I've been using it to try and come to a decision about something. I wish I had it in me to just drop it because that would make me a fucking warrior. Sadly, my shield is wearing out. I was writing in my journal the other night and I scrolled up to read some entries I made back in like 2004/2005. I think I finally understand why you did what you did. Even though you told me later on that it was a dumb thing to do, I understand it now. I'm going through something similar and it's shitty. It's hard trying to be two different people, but it's better than being nothing at all.
The way it was... It's too late for that.
4am
Goddamn Miller you beast of a wall. Kesler you solid fuck.
Is not mentally there and doesn't know if it ever will be. OLP was awesome, but I have come to the conclusion that serving corn at a concert makes all things less enjoyable. I don't understand why people think it's a great idea to buy corn and push your way through a crowd to get closer to the stage while eating it. First, think of all the heads or bodies that the corn may have possibly touched in the process. And second, think of how pissed off people will get when you wave the corn around and bits of it fall on their head.
Go Canada. OK BYE.
Can a da
Time goes by fairly fast at work. It goes by even faster when you have a fellow coworker/friend making you listen to a 12 minute radio segment where a guy dumps his girlfriend on valentine's day without first making it seem like he was going to propose. Mean huh? Well, the girl cheated on him so she had it coming to her. I also realized that I am very bad at socially interacting. Maybe it's the job I'm working in because I'm not into partying. I'm not on the same playing field as my coworkers, so I'm just the socially awkward girl who works, does her job, does it well, and talks little unless her coworker/friend is around because there are more similarities on the playing field in that case. I am a woman of little words. Hence, "When you say nothing at all." Fitting for a girl like me.
Found this YouTube video on one of my blogs. It's a sweet ass medley of Young Bae's songs. Makes me want to learn how to play the piano so bad. Everyone keeps telling me I should have learned because my fingers are perfect for it. Long fingers are good apparently. Anyways, I am quite excited for tomorrow! The men's hockey run for the gold starts. Too bad I won't get to watch much of it since it starts when I am about to get off work. I wish I had time to shop around and see what kind of stuff I could buy. Maybe I will buy a pair of ear muffs tomorrow. I was walking by a tent today along Yaletown on my way back to work from lunch and it was selling these pretty cool looking Canada ear muffs. It will be something I will check out this week. Oh, and I am an optimistic pest. OK BYE. Signing out 1:35 am.
I believe
So, I went to join in on some of the festivities of the olympic games and I was rather disappointed. However, I'm no longer sad that I missed out on the opening ceremony. It was not worth the money, but I suppose there is a certain aura that you get from being there. Watching it still made me proud to be a Canadian at the very least. I totally called the flame lighting. Too bad it malfunctioned. Fail x100 and LOL at Nash's face on the delay. Thumbs up for Wayne Gretzky though. I think Nikki Yanofsky has an amazing voice. My eyes watered for when Georgia came out. That video was one of the most disturbing things I've seen in a long time. Hearts go out to those who knew Nodar Kumaritashvili.
I've been telling myself for the past couple of weeks to be a certain way. To not be so persistent; To let time do it's thing. But it hasn't been working out so well. I can't just let things be. It was never like me to just let things be on things that matter. I realize now that this really is out of my control. It was never up to me to call all in. I thought I was helping when all I was doing was making things harder. And for that, I'm sorry. On a different note, last night I tossed around in bed thinking (surprise, surprise), and it occured to me that maybe it's not that I can't let things be, but I don't believe in myself enough to let things be. Not in these situations at least. In these situations, I always had to fight. Perhaps I'll work on that. Work on being happy with myself. I guess this olympic break and busy work schedule will be good for me. I'm trying. And I'll try harder. I'm not strong on this. And I can't promise that I will be. I'm scared.
I'm scared and I'm sorry. You'll see less of these starting now.
"You can't help who you love." - LOST
61 and counting
"Because all we really need to survive is one person who truly loves us. And you have her. I will wait for you always." - LOST
My left arm has been sore for the past couple of days. It's kind of sad to admitt that I got it from sweeping the ice in curling. I also have a bruise on my right knee from when I hit the ice, but that's ok because I really love poking at bruises. A friend of mine thinks I have no life because I watched two seasons of LOST in one week. It's rather addicting. I also got my schedule for work and it looks to be hectic. I wish I had earlier hours because I had a plan mapped out in my head. Also, I am alittle sad that I am no longer going to the opening ceremonies. I hate the thought of crazy crowds, the fact that the seats were pretty shitty, and the idea of a not so great opener considering we have a closed roof, but at the same time... it's a part of Vancouver history right? Rumor has it that the dress rehersals were amazing, so the real thing must be spectacular! Ah wells... How do you think we'll light the flame? -_-
I don't know what it is, but something about you makes me so _______________.
No hanging out for 14 days. Life will be alittle less bright. OK BYE.
Cheap Trick
Started watching LOST. It's good. I like it.
But it scares the shit out of me sometimes... Yeah, I'm a wuss.
I think someone told thong girl in one of my classes about her trainwreck outfit from a couple of weeks back because I haven't seen her thong in a while. My professor likes to make bird mating noises. Oh, and some kid has a text notification that sounds like a girl moaning. Class is interesting sometimes.
Don't go. That was the first thing that popped into my head. Yet, something different came out. I figured my thoughts are irrelevant when in strange places as much as I wish they weren't. Or maybe they are, but I just don't feel that they are. In any case, it seems as though I have placed myself in quite a pickle of a situation. But at the end of the day, I trust you.
OK CIAO.
I want you to want me. I need you to need me. I'd love you to love me.
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