Cheap Trick
Started watching LOST. It's good. I like it.
But it scares the shit out of me sometimes... Yeah, I'm a wuss.
I think someone told thong girl in one of my classes about her trainwreck outfit from a couple of weeks back because I haven't seen her thong in a while. My professor likes to make bird mating noises. Oh, and some kid has a text notification that sounds like a girl moaning. Class is interesting sometimes.
Don't go. That was the first thing that popped into my head. Yet, something different came out. I figured my thoughts are irrelevant when in strange places as much as I wish they weren't. Or maybe they are, but I just don't feel that they are. In any case, it seems as though I have placed myself in quite a pickle of a situation. But at the end of the day, I trust you.
OK CIAO.
I want you to want me. I need you to need me. I'd love you to love me.
Forever is a long time
I did something last year that was pretty out of character. People always put this label on me as if they know me inside out, as if I were an open book. And for once, I took a risk. I leaped. I jumped. I put something deathly important to me on the line. Afraid is the only word I can use to describe how I felt, but it also couldn't have felt more right. It's been the single best thing I could have done for myself in a long time and it's been the single most greatest thing that could have happened for me. Maybe it's one-sided, I don't really know. My guts tell me that it's not, but when you're in strange places for so long, the mind does wander and you begin to doubt everything you know. Now, I am just afraid. I have never had to fight this hard for anything before, but that's how you know it's real.
I'm happy, but I could be happier. I know what makes me happy and I'm not willing to give up on it so easily because I think everyone deserves to have that one thing in their life that makes them smile. No matter how shitty things are, it's the one thing you can rely on to make a bad day just a little brighter. The one thing that makes you want to be better. Something that gives you hope. I never really understood why people say they don't deserve something. Sometimes, it's not up to you to decide that. I'm aware that forever is a long time. I wouldn't say it unless I was serious. No pain no gain right?
On a lighter note... dork found me something blog worthy in hockey. Two players having tremendous sex on the ice, but they need to be better. OK BYE.
I found my lobster
Old video, but still awesome nonetheless. Got my sweet new phone in the mail yesterday. I decided to go with the black. Need me a good screen protector because it's touchscreen and I touch it alot. DUH! I also got my clothes that I ordered online from Asia one month ago. Yeah, customs owned me big time yesterday, but getting things in the mail is pretty exciting stuff. Anyways. The clothes are not bad. One item was totally not what I thought I had ordered. It looks like a rug. And when I went online to check the washing instructions, I noticed they completely changed the picture to an image of what I received rather than what I saw previously. Oh well. Walk, walk fashion baby. Work it, move that bitch crazy. OK BYE.
I'm going to be the boss tomorrow.
Love Rain
You'll see me waiting for you if you keep on walking, walking and walking...
Kim Tae Woo is pretty awesome. Love his voice. Love his music. Love him on mnet scandal.
We will see us if we keep on walking, walking and walking.
You can have it all
Really loving this song at the moment. Courtesy of dork for the intro.
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A friend keeps telling me that things happen for a reason and if it's meant to be, it will. But then you have someone else telling you that you need to grab life by the balls... and that makes a lot more sense than letting things just happen. 2010 will be the year for us. The year for a fresh beginning. The year I was waiting for this whole time. I'm persistent, hopeful, and super happy thinking about. I am all serious (squared) with a crazy Kesler game face to go with it. I am not going to give up because this feels more right than any of the others.
[Ref] Being the one is just like being in love. No one can tell you you're in love. You just know it through and through. Balls to bones. [/Ref]
Playlist ATM: Son Ho Young - My Heart's In Heaven <3
You & I
[2009] You made the biggest difference.
And now I'm waiting for better times with you because... I butt you.
[2010] Here's to new beginnings and +1,000,000 happiness points and + billions of smiles.
I am absolutely in love with this duet for some reason. It sounds a bit awkward in the first listen, but it really rubs off on you after a while. It is also very awkward to watch the performance because it wasn't very great.
(8) I'll be right beside you. I will stay. Nobody will break you. Trust in me. Don't pull away. I'm just trying to keep it together. Cause I could do worse and you could do better. (8)
Insomnia
In search of sleep. If you find it, can you please return it to me? Thanks.
I have the biggest craving for salmon sashimi right now. I'm due for another test. Perhaps I'll stay optimistic this time around for the sake of sushi. I get the feeling I'll be in for a disappointment. Ah damn it. So much for being optimistic huh? Anyways. I have me a new computer. Hopefully this computer is actually good because it actually has a video card and what not [fist emoticon at Dennis]. In other news, my bright yellow umbrella is becoming very flimsy. Why is it so hard to get a good umbrella? I don't want to seem like a problemed child, but it would be nice to share stuff with someone and not have them judge me. I miss drawings from paint. They made me happy. And this video makes me laugh everytime I watch it.
Synopsis: Louis C.K. on Conan O'Brien. I love his facial expressions.
One more day of class. One more paper to write. One final to study for.
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